New love way

Hi, It's long since I published a story. I had had lot of work at office. 
Here is a story about a man what will learn a new way of love making !
I hope you'll like it.


feb 10th : She offered me to realize one fantasy. Some months ago she caressed my balls and crotch so I asked her to try discovering if there is a way men can come without penis stimulation. First she looked at me surprised.
She was sure I would asked for sodomy or tiing her. I didn't have think about that. She think that's great, that if male orgasm is equivalent to clitoral orgasm we're on the way of male vaginal orgasm. The things were great and frustrating but after one hour and a half of this soft teasing I finally succeeded in having her stopping the session by making me cum ordinary. She was
sorry about our setback.

Feb 11th : We must not lay on a defeat she said, but this time as it's not my birthday, there no reason finishing by penis stimulation. But after two hours I needed so badly to cum that I finally took my penis in my hand, she looked sadly as I was masturbating. She said she understand.

Feb 12th : We need a pause she said, tomorrow is Monday

Feb 13th : "Strip naked !" she ordered. She tied my wrists to my ankles so I won't be able to take my penis, and she put a scarf around my head to make me blind. I do not know how much time she caressed me. It was wonderfull at the begining but by the end it was near a torture. When she stopped she put some ice on my crotch to avoid any masturbation after being untied. In fact a few minutes later I was hard and I masturbated in the bathroom.

Feb 14th : I explained to her that perhaps it's not possible for a man to cum without penis stimulation. She understand my despondency she said, but if  there is a way we have to find it. Tied and blind as yesterday she changed her caress down to my ass depite I protest. In fact I finally found it pleasurable but I'm ashamed of it. After so much time I think she discovered I liked it.
As the day before I masturbated in the bathroom once my dick was hard again.

Feb 15th : She used oil, that's not bad. I was afraid she would use it as a lubricant to force my little hole, although she insisted between my buttocks, she did not force at all. She wanted that I keep my hand tied in my back for the night, not to be tempted of masturbating. She's not angry after me she said, she understand, but think my lack of will endangers our researches.
I masturbated once at office.

Feb 16th : She changed her way, she pourred the oil onto me today, it was thick, hot and sticky. She began by my ass. When she spread it I found it so good. Fortunately tied as I was, I was unable to move otherwise I could Have tried to impale myself on her fingers. I was hopping she would slide a finger in my hole when I understood I was waxed. I scream, so she stuffed my mouth
with her panties. Once my ass waxed she shaved my pubic hair. The foam spreading was very pleasurable. My whole crotch is painfull. I hardly could sleep that night, and my hand tied didn't help. I've seen while taking the shower that she left a small square of hair over by penis, but I'm now hairless. I didn't dare touching as she looked at me. I must say that I like the result.
Unfortunately I do not go at office on Saturdays, so no way masturbating.

Feb 17th : It is the same as the day before yesterday, but with a ball gag in case I screamed like yesterday. It's wonderfull to be hairless. If I could have spoken I would have beg her to push her finger in my ass. But once it was finished I was ashamed. She didn't ice-shrinked my dick, I hardly sleeped again.

Feb 18th : The whole day passed slowly as it is the second day without masturbation. I thought look at the clock. This teasing session lasted three hours. Once again she didn't help my dick to shrink, but I succeded in sleeping I've found a good position despite my tied hands. I could released my cum at the office.

Feb 19th : I tried to speak, explaining that we should stop this exploration. No ways, she's in tears, She had no orgasm since we began, she's sure we will find something, I will be the only one to take benefit. I should help her she said. About making love in our standard, in a few days near her ovulation, now we have to concentrate on our work. She agree to ice-shrink my cock after our session. I sleep well. I masturbated at office.

Feb 20th : After mastubating I've seen porn on Internet at office. In fact knowning there will be a teasing session this evening make me hard. I masturbated several times. The teasing has been very hard, she began by a waxing session. I really want to fuck her or at least her to push her finger in my ass. I sleep not bad I couldn't wait and mastubated in the shower.

Feb 21st : I do not know the reason why, but I'm really hot. I only think about sex today. I succeded in not masturbating the whole day, afterall I did it this morning at shower time. For the first time she lube my shaft  at the end of the session, then she poured something on it, then she put
the ice to make my dick shrink, and she thread it into something...
Once unblinded I see my crotch armour-plated, all that I see is a slit on a metal shield. So that I will be unable to reach my cock and masturbate, I will not ever have an erection. She explained that way I'll have easy to concentrate on my female orgasm. Being in that belt is not easy and I've to sit to pee. I really feel like I had been castrated, and the slit on the front enforce that feeling. I no longer have my hand tied, but sleeping with the belt is not easy. I would have masturbated at shower time, but no way...

Feb 22nd : I waited for beeing freed from the belt, but it's only for the teasing session. Once it's finished, lube and talcum powder and I got the belt back.

Feb 23rd : I'm ashamed, I really dreamt she sodomized me, unfortunatly she didn't.

Feb 24th : Free, I'm Free, It' her ovulation day. fucking after so much time in chastity is wonderfull !!! She sets me free at evening

Feb 25th : We fuck all the day long, but she asked me to work my
female orgams. I've lost all that I seemed to have learnt she said I'm back with the belt. What's more she decided we should slow down our work to twice a week.

Feb 26th : nothing.

Feb 27th : First weekly session.

Mar 2nd : Second weekly session.

Mar 6th : Another session... I badly want to cum

Mar 7th : Closed in the toilets I tried to remove the belt, I tried to push my finger in my ass but it's difficult and the belt did not help. This let me more horny and frustrated than before. But I've discovered that my ass is hairy again.

Mar 9th : I proposed her to tie myself. She find it's good I
participate more actively. I didn't change the position, but asked if I shouldn't be waxed. She hesitated between shaving or waxing.
I choosed waxing, but how it hurts... and finally the session had been more a waxin session than other.

mar 12th : I tried to sodomize myself with a banana, without result: crushed it.

mar 13th : I proposed another position. My wrist are always tied to my ankles, but I'm no more on my back but keeling. The position is so humiliating that I didn't dare asking for sodomy. I kept the gag on to be sure not asking. But I hoped that she would try. She said changing position was a good idea, an this more female position was not bad.
Let's concentrate on things, she said, today we will work with my balls only. At one moment I thought I never had any penis and that her fingers would slide into me. She was happy when I explained her that.

mar 14th : The cucumber was too big I think.

mar 16th : Same position, concentrate on both ass and balls...
She fingered my little hole, how exciting is was... but never
come to it again...

mar 17th : I asked to buy some carrots, but she refused she doesn't like carots, her mother forced her to eat some when she was younger...
But who spoke of eating carots...

mar 20th : I went in shop for sex toy and bought a dilido. perhaps It would give some ideas... I tie myslef as the days before.
The dilido is a good idea she said, It will avoid to distract me
when she will have her ovulation day. But she didn't used it.
She say I should try to have my leg more spread.

mar 23rd : I bought a spreader bar from the shop I bought the dilido.
Once my ankles are in it I can hardly move. She played with my balls She said She would like thread them into a noose... Why didn't she play with my ass ?

mar 24th : For her ovulation day I'm invited to help her with the dilido, but I'm still in the belt. I cryed. She said It's good I let my feminine part take over the masculine. I would have shoved the dilido in my ass

mar 27th : I proposed to only have my hands tied in my back so we could change the position easily. I also propose to have my dick sellotaped on my belly. She refused, I unconsciously ruined her effort like when I mastubated every days. She accepted the tape and to work without gag.
As working she asked me for sliding her finger in my hole. I refused not to let her think that I wanted it. "I won't insist if you do not want it, But I think a part of the solution is there". I plead for it but she didn't accept, because she doesn't want to force me in any ways.

mar 28th : She asked me to look at her while she use the dilido, watching her should help me to build a female orgasm.

mar 30th : The session is moved for tomorrow. We have a friend of her for diner. Just before dessert she showed her my belt and explain our reseaches. She suggested I wear woman clothes once at home. And finally they show me how to build female orgams. Of course I still keep my belt.

mar 31st : We went in mall and bought some women clothes for me. I had to wear them this saturday afternoon.
For the session I'm back in doggy position but with the spreader bar on. I suggested we choose a part balls or ass, and hold the investigations how deep she wanted,
It is a reseach subject and not only for pleasure. She's proud of my position
And tied my balls tight. I screamed, but with gag she didn't understood.

avr 1st : All the day she explained me that this evening we will experiment sodomization. I was happy but tried not to show it. I tied myself in position, with the gag on when she said "April fool's" But I see how guts you have...

avr 3rd : She asked me to wear stocking and I asked her to continue her investigations on, and that I've tought about my ass and that it should our investigation subject this evening... Wrist tied to my ankles and to the spreader bar, with some net stocking, my gag, and my blindfold I wait.
A hot thick oil is pourred on my ass, and then she caress my little hole I was very hot when she finally introduced her finger in it. It wasn't bad, but not as wonderfull as I imagined. Then she introduced two of them, then three... When I explained her that she was anxious I wasn't becoming homosexual. I tried to explain her that we were near our purpose
But she asked for a one week pose.

avr 6th : I asked for a session but she refused. Her friend came back for dinner I had to serve them wearing maid clothes. After the dinner I've been tied for a session with the two girls. I had to lick one as the other was playing with my balls.
I was near exhausted, when they began shoving the dilido into my ass. They asked me to say them how it was better, and in a few minutes I was experimenting my first female orgasm. They insisted that I had to lick all my mess before being untied.

avr 7th : Our research is finished, but they prefer I stay in the chastity belt, I'm their maid for the whole day. They passed all the day in bed promising I soon will be allowed to play with her.

avr 8th : Today they played with me : waxing day ! All my body hair is removed.
It is better with my women clothes. They asked my If I needed my dick any more. I'm vaguely aware of having one. They said that they prefer me not as a man, so I accepted the castration. 





Would you accept to find this feminine part of you ?

The War Eunuch

I was leading a small group of soldiers. Our purpose was to attack the opposite general, by a side back attack. We had circumvented a hill and we had engaged in a narrow passage, which emerged close to the opposite headquarters. We were near to use our bow to try killing the general when we found ourselves in front of a cavalry unit, that were watering their horses before to ride back to the battle. We changed our way, but one of them saw us, so we had no choice but to engage the battle, but the place was not at our advantage, Or course we killed lot of them before they reach us, and quickly the horses were trampling us, when I received a sword through my shoulder. I succeed in breaking it so the blade stayed in the wound. Finally the cavalry unit ride away from us, and I discovered that most of my men perished in the attack. We tried to continue our mission on, but as we were discovered, a new unit came to us. I collapsed after being hit by an arrow in the next battle.

When I wake up, I was tied on a bed.

-Your shoulder has been cured from both the sword and the arrow” said the man just by me.

-Where are we ?

-You’ve lost the battle, you’re prisoner, but the your bravery has been recognised.

-So ?

-You’ve got the care that are reserved for upper officer.

A woman came and told something to the man.

-Vassilia want to know if you’re able to walk a little, so you’ll be untied, but don’t try to escape”

The woman smiled to me. I could stand up but it was difficult.

-You’ve lost lot of your human forces she said.

I didn’t understand what it means. But Vassilia came to me and help me to walk around the tent. The man was translating what she was saying to me

-You are a powerful male. I’ll have you proceed tomorrow. It will be one more test you’ll have to pass through. You’ll be given some meat this evening.

I didn’t understood at first. And my ankles were cuffed to a big stone in the middle of the tent.

The tomorrow morning, the man helped me to stand up, and drove me to another bed. I was half sitting, and my legs were tied on each side so my thighs were spread open and my cock and balls exposed. My hands were tied on the sides of the bed.

Vassilia gave me some leaves to chew. The man left. She poured some oily liquid onto my shaft and on my balls, and began to rub that area. I was erected, but it seemed not to bother her. But when she came with a razor blade I began to shout, But she show me that she wanted to shave my crotch. I had no other choice but to let her do. She gave me more leaves and began a blowjob. As I was making too much noise she came with a piece of wood she used to gag me, and then continued the blowjob. I hoped she would came over me, but she only make me cum in her mouth.

She came back with a long wooden stick she threaded inside my cock. I began anxious and tried to show her I did not enjoyed that. By sign she reassured me. But continued to thread the stick down to the base of my shaft. Then she took a lace around it and tightened it. She insured that the lace was on the stick. I wasn’t able to move, wasn’t able to shout, but I was in great pain. When she stopped my shaft under the lace was not thicker than the stick. I was in sweat but she seems not to care saying something and putting her hand on my belly.

She let me like that for a few minutes, and came back with bowl full of glowing embers. She took a blade and pass it over the embers and pass it on the lace cutting both the lace and my shaft. She turned around the stick and draw my shaft over my belly. Then she cut the stick, so one part was in my shaft while the other one was still in my crotch. She applied a metal stick that was in the embers on the base of my cut shaft. She removed the lace and stick an no blood flow from it. Then she applied another metal bar onto my crotch. The pain made me pass out.

I wake up in the previous bed. The man was near me.

He explained that this was done to all defeated prisoners. He help me to walk outside the tent and show me carts full of cut phalli. When I asked him what I will become, he explained that I will be sold as a slave, I shouted at him that this was barbarian, he show me his crotch, I saw he was dickless. He was Vassilia’s slave. Vassilia was a doctor the army used for castration because most of the other men she castrates survived often. The man says that if I had any problem I could come and see Vassilia.

I quickly leant to use my pee hole.

A few days later a blond Arab girl came and after turning in the camp looked at me.

-“You the man fight cavalry unit?”

-Err? I suppose I am!” I replied.

And I left with her. Her master has bought me, as it was written on the metal ring at my wrist.

I was to command the security section of a harem. As a eunuch I was allowed to go both in and outside the harem. The soldier I command were not eunuchs so they were not allowed to enter the harem. Samia had been abducted, because of her hair color, but as she fought not to become one of the concubines, she get to be a female eunuch, so she was allowed to travel in and out of the harem also. She was working for the harem security too. She said we have to share the same room. Slowly, she taught me the language. As we shared the room I quickly saw that her crotch was sewn closed, as were female eunuchs

We immediately appreciated each other and one evening she asked how I felt from my castration. It was not easy because I still had desire but was unable to realize anything. It was the same for her. And we began to caress each other a few minutes some nights. Samia liked when I played with her breast, and I found it very pleasurable when she played with my scrotum and balls. It took us near six month to find a way to get an orgasm. The way was not easy and we needed hours to reach the orgasm. One day Samia show me a dilidoed belt she had got from another eunuch who was in charge of delivering such toys for the master’s wives. She insisted to ass fuck me, saying that many men like that. It was rough at first, but I must admit that I liked it. I was ashamed, but Samia explained that was normal I was no more a man, but a Eunuch, and I had to learn Eunuch ways of pleasure. She said that She liked being ass fucked also, but she didn’t said it to me as I was dickless. I also learnt to suck the wooden dick. Of course I would not have done that before loosing my shaft. I did not know if I got pleasure from the thing itself of from the shame of doing it, or if the shame came from the pleasure I get. Samia and I liked also to see the cum come through my pee hole.

One day Samia tied my hands in my back before caressing me, and lead me near the orgasm, but she stopped and showed a dilido I had to impale onto. I was ashamed, but I had no other choice. I came hard. And from then we usually tied one of us.

One night I was tied, someone came to us because there was a fight between two of the master’s wives. It was Elbaran the Eunuch that provided Samia with fuck toys. He saw me tied, and helped Samia to untie me. Samia and I separated the wives and locked each of them in Harem cell, and prepared to explain the master what happened. Elbaran helped us, as he was the only witness. Once the report was ready, Elbaran asked us what we were doing. We became red, but Samia explained. Elbaran seemed interested and ask me if I could show him my genitals as he never had seen a war Eunuch before. Little by little we finished in the nude speaking of our Eunuched genitals. Samia explained that she only sewn unlike most of female Eunuch who also looses their clitoris and lips. Elbaran explained that he lost his balls at the beginning of his puberty, so his body stayed near a child one, not a too low voice, no hair, and a small penis that was almost never hard, but he also had a very low libido. As we asked we all become aroused, and I saw him hard, His shaft was still small. I explained that my libido was the same, but very few ways of experiencing an orgasm. Elbaran asked to participate to our game that night, and finally they tied me, and I found myself sucking Elbaran small dick as Samia was caressing my balls. After we tied Samia. Elbaran would have sodomized us, but his shaft wasn’t hard and long enough for that.

Since that night Elbaran came often to participate to our games. Several times I had been obliged to let them play alone as an intense pain came from my pee hole. Elbaran was looking at my crotch with envy, and little my little was imagining he no longer had any shaft.

We were playing together when one of the master’s wives discovered us. The later morning the master asked to see us, and sent us to Vassilia again.

She explained us that she had to remove Elbaran’s shaft, Samia’s lips and clitoris and my balls. We were desolated. But she explained also, that she could try some experiment for us. So we suit that Vassillia would built us some lips to mask our pee hole, so our crotch would be like girls ones. This would take time, and during this time Samia would have her crotch free.

The time we spend at Vassillia our games were much better as Samia was no longer an Eunuch. Elbaran tried to fuck her, and lost his shaft the day after.

The days after Vassillia built us some lips were difficult, but she explained that these lips would help us avoiding the pee hole pain I had had.

After Samia was proceeded, she seemed happy, saying that she like us now. But we all knew that she was the one that lost the most of her.

Once back at our Master, We took our games again. It took us longer to orgasm. I miss Elbaran dick, but he was happy being like he was. Of course we quickly had been caught again. The master explained that was enough, that time we would be killed. But Samia wasn’t there. We learnt that she gave us to the master.

Two day later, Elbaran and I had two huge dicks to be thread in our asses. We were to be slowly impaled. The pale was big enough so we had to stand on our tiptoes. Each time we slacked the pain was unbearable.

A noose was in front of us. Samia came, and apologized. She put the noose around her neck. Then she had been hoisted slow nacked in front of us up to her tiptoes.

At noon, Samia was still fighting to breathe and Elabaran who was fat, had put his heel on the soil. Blood was running down his pale. I was on my toes, but near from exhausted.

At night fall, Samia was dead, and Elbaran was still breathing but was slowly collapsing on the pal, He was near his death. I had accepted the pain of putting my heel on the soil; I had still long hours of pain before being delivered by my death. I must say I appreciated my sexual life as a war eunuch.

The Castration Law

This story is a fantasy by Beynazura

This story began when they rang at my door. I had worked late in the evening, and I was hardly awoken when I opened the door. The two policemen asked me to follow them. Freely or handcuffed if did not agree with their invitation. They just let me time to get a right suit. They also wondered I had a brown jacket, and had handled it.

At the police station, I had been asked for photograph and to stand with other men as you can see it in lots of films. They also asked me to get the jacket for some more pictures. After this I met the police officer. He began by asking about my evening the day before, and he seemed worried that nobody called me that evening. Then he asked me about women and my relations with them. “Did ever used violence against a woman?”

-          Or course not!

-          Sarah MoonMood said that two weeks ago…

-          Err, Right I have not been fair with her, but I was drunk, and…

-          Does being drunk gives you right to use violence?

-          No of course not, I really regret what I’ve done at that time, but Is this the reason why I’m here?

-          No it’s not, do you recognize this GSM?

-          It’s mine

-          Sarah MoonMood had been sexually attacked yesterday evening…

-          No…

-          … She was reaching her door when she’ve been raped; the man was waiting for her…

-          …

-          … She couldn’t believe it was you, but the man looked like YOU. She called you at home, but no answer…

-          …, I don’t remember, I must have not heard it…

-          …Then she called your GSM, and heard it, it was on the pavement, the rapist has lost it.

-          …But that’s not possible…

-          …You have lost it, the people that came at her howls recognized you…

-          …I was at home

-          …The telephone company confirms the call, but you did not reply…

-          …I DO not remember the call…

-          No matter, Where were you the week before?

-          I beg your pardon?

-          And the week before again?

-          …

-          Sarah’s sure you are her attacker, the two other’s also described the same methodology…

-          But…

-          Were they training for the Sarah’s day?

-          You’re joking?

-          Did Sarah pleased to you

-          Of course she does, every body knows that

-          Did you say that no ways she had to go in your bed?

-          Yes, but It was with friends and It didn’t mean…

-          You really do not want to accept the truth?

-          WHAT truth? I’m innocent.

Then I had been driven to the judge.

- Hi, Do you know the rules for sexual abuse?

- Err, no, but I’m not the one that…

- Every one that is driven here says he’s not the one.

- …

- There is a special procedure for that kind of things; the trial is in four days

- Can I have a lawyer?

- Of course, as soon as we’ve finished with you; about an hour… and you will be able to go and see any surgeon any lawyer you want…

- Surgeon?

- Your are supposed dangerous, so the normal way is jail up to the trial, but I do not like this way, do you ?

- I do not either…

- The other solution is a chastity belt you will have to wear from now up to and during the trial

- Err … what?  A chastity belt…

- That’s right, so that you won’t be able to sexually attack women, you won’t be able to have sex, but you’ll be free, free to run at your lawyer by example.

- No sex for 4 days? I think it’s better than jail, and so I would be able to get ready for the trial.

So I had been driven to the belting centre. In fact it was only a small room in a medical and justice institute. I had been told to remove my trousers and pant, the handcuff on. A young woman with a white blouse entered and asked me to lay on what I had supposed to be a gynecological chair. She was pretty, and I cannot prevent an erection. Her reaction had been the coldest you can imagine.

-          “I know you need to attack women to release your sexual impulse, do not think of that here.

She quickly straped my arms to the chair’s arms, and my legs to the leg support of the chair. I think I had preferred a man, but I’m not sure. My situation was… embarrassing, and I couldn’t control my erection. She passed her head between my legs looking to my crotch.

-          I’m sorry, I cannot control this

-          That’s why you’re here, not true.

-          Err Not exactly, In fact

-          STOP, and listen how this will be under control…

-          Err…

-          The LB001 for sexual imposter, I’ll put it on you. If the trial is delayed you’ll have to come here every two week for us to change it.

-          Why every two weeks?

-          For us to clean yourself and to check the knife release mechanism

-          KNIFE?

-          If you try to remove the belt yourself, or if you try to leave to avoid the trial, a blade will cut off all your genitals

-          Err? Never had an accident with that?

-          Never since you’ll be the first one for this program. If it works normally the blade must be hot white so no risks of infection of too much blood loss.

-          How the blade “knows” that I’ve left?

-          The knife is released every two weeks, she said smiling.

-          Ah!!! And for the toilets

-          You’ll have to sit, like women, but it is something you better have to be used to. There is no rear protection, If you have gays friend…

-          No thanks, that’s all.

She placed the upper part of the belt around my belly an as I was still erected she took my penis and began stroking it slowly…

-          Do you want a last orgasm?

-          Eh? It is very embarrassing…

-          I hope you won’t regret, she said as she put an ice bag on my wee-wee to make it shrink.

She drove it inside the shield part, and closed the belt with a lock that was at the bottom of the belt between my legs. The click from the lock had a special sound for me. I get my clothes again. The belt was not visible once my trousers on.

It was less than one hour since I’ve met the judge, and I was running to my lawyer, a little afraid about a failure in the belt mechanism…

-          It is a good thing you came to me

-          What can we do?

-          First of all you must go to a surgeon; I have some piece of advice for you…

-          Surgeon, but what for…

-          For your castration, No way, you will be found guilty. The only thing you can do is to choose the surgeon that will process the castration, or let the belt make its work.

-          But the trial…

-          I’ve read all you bring to me. You cannot win, in 4 days you won’t be a man any longer.

-          But you are one of the best lawyer of the town, aren’t you ?

-          Yes, I am, So trust me when I say your trial is already lost. About that, couldn’t you choose another lawyer?

-          Cannot we see with Sarah?

-          I think Sarah wants you castrated, but no matter what she wants, now it is a state affair, so no way…

-          Do you have advice?

-          Recognize you’ve been caught. Do not take any lawyer for the trial. A go to this surgeon. He gets the agreement, but his specialty is transsexuals; see what he can do for you…

I spent the afternoon complaining, I surfed on the Internet to find information about chastity belts, castration and transsexuals, I was scared… If I could I would have masturbated, but I quickly found it impossible, and I try not to push on the belt too much to avoid the blade…

I found some thing on milking men in chastity belt, but I only succeed in making me hornier than I already was. I understood what the girl from the belting centre means by last orgasm.

I hardly slept that night; I passed hours looking at the belt in a mirror.

The second day I had a chance meeting the surgeon. In fact I would have waited for months if it was not a legal affair.

-Here is your choice: The belt is the worst, the blade cut through the genitals and do not remove all but make all non-usable, urethra included. You’ll have to see a surgeon anyways, but very little can be made after that.

The second choice is me to make the equivalent, you become a nullo also but you get a true pee hole between yours legs instead of at the front, it is easier to use. There is still problems controlling your urethra.

The third choice is to build you a woman appearance; the pee-hole will be in some vagina like lips. That is what most transsexuals want. If you want a vagina it is possible so that you will be able to be fucked, but pleasure less for you.

And finally the big show the same but we try to connect the nerves so perhaps after some time you’ll be able to learn to get pleasure as a woman. Of course the price is higher…

-I’m not sure I am ready being a woman, but …

-You are afraid being not a man neither a woman? The transformation can be slow. You’ll have testosterone in your veins some time after the trial, an even if I build a woman sex for you; you can take substitution hormones to keep your man appearance, or at the opposite take woman hormone to take the opposite sex appearance.

-What…err, you will remove…

-The law says shaft and balls…

-full…

-…Castration…

-Do you have a piece of advice for me?

-In my opinion it only depends on the money you have… Even if you do not fell to be a woman or to make love with a man, being a woman allow you to masturbate… The other choices kill this for ever.

-Err?

-Let me show you some work on your pictures, and see what you’ll look like as a woman…

His arguments and his work convinced me that I could be a nice girl, but inside me I fell a man, and I have not enough money for the nerve operation, so I do not see any interest in paying just to gets vaginal lips, so I was accepting the pee-hole between my legs…

That night I was trying the milking again, when I realized that I was trying to get pleasure from vegetables like women in some porn’s. Then the solution appears to me.

I tried the Banks but none of them could give me the money for the operation, there were two days left only. I called the surgeon, and he explained to me that the operation must be paid before the trial, because it was not a right to get the operation instead of the pain, but a tolerance only.

So I finally resume to go to some special money rent office, that laugh at me saying that as a woman I would have new ways of earning money. That was also what I was thinking about also, but not happily.

When the trial day came, the operation was paid at 25% interests and I had no lawyer…

In the room, I could recognize Sarah, but also the girl from the belting centre. It was crowded. The trial went on for two hours, each of the victims said they recognized me but they have not seen my face, only my jacket. But the phone was merciless, and so I get the pain as my lawyer had said. Immediately I was driven to the surgeon clinic in police car with the belting centre girl next to me.

-          Tomorrow you’ll be a woman.

-          Someone between a man and a woman.

-          The surgeon you choose is known as the best, I do not think the pain was created in this purpose.

-          Which purpose ?

-          You’ll keep your sexual activity as a woman; the pain was created for man like you to be denied any sexual activity.

-          Errr, I don’t know…   …but why denying any sexual activity?

-          That what the man who raped me tried for me…, as she said that, she show me her hairless pussy,

-          Looks at my lips, your surgeon succeeded in sewing them back, but imagine the suffering I’ve passed through…

I was afraid she would take a revenge in releasing the blade, But she did not. At the clinic she explained that she has been designed to follow the operation, and confirm the castration. Once I’ve been strapped to the bed, she removed the belt. As I erected again for the fist time since she put the belt, she look at me

-Again, so look here, see the blade, it was not a joke.”

In fact this made me harder than ever, in the belt the blade was under the scrotum. She looked at my penis and took it again in her hand. Then she moved her hand down to my balls and then to my ass.

-You want sex a last time?

-Errr, I am in position, I cannot… I am really sorry to what has been made to you, no matter what you think I never forced a woman, and I would understand that you hate men.

-You do not answer my question… Her hands were moving up and down from my shaft to my ass so I was near to mad, of course I wanted her to go further, but I suspected something.

-In my position I have nothing to want, or not to want, It is you to decide.

I see her eye clear, I fell one of her finger in my ass, but before I can say anything I fell an orgasm coming from my ass…

-Nice answer. It is your last orgasm as a man and your first as a woman she said some sperm on her face.

I quickly fall asleep.

When I woke up, she was near me.

-Here are your balls, and here a piece from your penis

-A piece?

-Yes they needed some of it to build vagina, clitoris and lips

-Err

-I was there, I hope one day you will come and pay your due to me…   And she left before I really understand what my due was.

The next days were not easy. Urinating was hurting, but at least I was used to sit since it was the same with the belt. Two month later, my pussy nearly like the belting centre girl one, but nothing appends when I tried to put my hand on it. I have to recognize that this situation was easier that wearing the belt, my sexual impulse was lower. I was scared that the operation didn’t succeed, and the man who led the money began to phone me to know when I would be able to give him the money back…

So I decided to go to the medical and legal institute, to met the girl.

- Hi, How do you do ? She said smiling.

- Err…

- Oh!!! Please could you strip, so that I can see how you look like she said as she locked the small room door.

- The situation was more embarrassing that I imagined, but I striped as she was behind my back, then I turn round, and discovered she was naked in the chair…

- Wonderful, You really look like a man but without… with a woman pussy… I am so sorry but since the first time I see you I known I’ll like that, excuse me…

I began to understand what was my due to her, so I began to put my hand on her leg going down to her thigh.

- How many time did it took … I mean for your pussy…

- Yours doesn’t … work?

- Err, I just tried once or twice to rub my clitoris, but…

- Nothing? Ah Ah Ah!!! That’s wonderful, excuse me, but knowing you cannot have sexual satisfaction make me cum…   …oh! Please lick me, that’s so good, I’m really sorry, but that’s so good for me…

The situation was not as bad as if I had the belt on. I would have an erection the belt would have prevented hurting me. Of course It was not easy…

When she relaxed, she said she was sorry, but since her rape she had not had a so powerful orgasm. She was really sorry for me, and said that she began the get sensation from her sewed lips and clitoris about 6 months after the operation, but before that she could get lower sensations from her nipples.

-          Do you take any hormones

-          I took testosterone since the operation, but each day less…

-          Why not trying women hormones?

-          The surgeon suggest that I switch when I am ready to become a woman.

-          Do you have sexual impulse?

-          Less and less

-          OK I take note of it, come to me in one month, please, and I’ll take care of being more … professional.

-          Err,   Why do you take notes of that?

-          In fact I am also in charge of following your return to normal live, she said becoming red.

-          You said I was the first one

-          Two others have been done, yet, but the second one has been castrated by the belt as he tried to remove it on its own, and the third one get the simplest operation.

-          Did you … play the same game as you’ve done to me…?

-          Err, not because they are really violent, you seem to accept your fate, they don’t.

-          But you still think I’m guilty

-          I thought, but know I have some doubts, but it is evidence, isn’t it?

-          …

-          You know, I think I like you, I really want you to find a way with your pussy, even if my fantasy is…

-          To castrate as you’ve been castrated…

-          Yes I think so… Can I try something on you?

I laid down my belly while her hand were on my ass, so I felt one finger introducing itself, but before I can say anything I felt warmth building up in my crotch, but not as power full as it has been the operation day.

- I had a boyfriend who liked that, did she said smiling and washing her hands. It was not bad but I felt humiliated once more.

The next days I tried to rub or pinch my male nipples, and finally I went back to the surgeon for women hormones, and the next month, I had got a teenager breast, lost lots of hair on my belly, and I must say that my nipples were beginning to reply to rubbing…

-          You have changed, do you need to shave any more…

-          I’ve not for two weeks, but there is a little hair onto my pussy and legs

-          Like women have… Do … Do you want to strip, please, I promise to be … professional…

Then I strip down once more

-          You have a little breast, you began to look like a women, you have to change your suits I suggest

-          Err, skirts panties an nylons you mean ?

-          Yes, at least panties instead of your man pants, really, and for your leg… try… to be more feminine

-          You think it is easy?

-          No I don’t, but do not try to be both man and woman. You have chosen breast, so go further…

-          Are you always exited by castrated men ?

-          Excuse me? but I must say that seeing you last month was very exiting for me

-          It’s no longer?

-          You’re now too much feminine, I’m not lesbian, sorry

-          And the other ones

-          One has hanged himself, and the other had attacked women and tortured them, so he’s in jail.

-          Err…

-          The program is temporary stopped.

-          Can I ask you something?

-          I cannot say no, I think, but is depends on what you want.

-          Can you help me for buying clothes

-          Of course, but first come home for waxing…

Once at her house, we stripped together and she teached me how girls remove hair on their legs, girl to girl.

I was a little aroused to see her naked, but I thought she wasn’t able to see it as I no longer have a shaft. But she noticed my nipple, and I see her face changing

- I’m sorry, this is embarrassing, I didn’t want to torture yourself by being naked with you?

And we finally go shopping, and to restaurant. It was late when she drove me home and she insisted that I had to be wearing woman clothes, and shoes. In fact I needed those, to begin to work in streets at night to give the operation money back…

As I was opening my house door I felt caught by behind

-          You better suck well, bitch!

I cannot understand what happed next, but I found myself turned with a bad smelling dick in front of my mouth and a knife blade near my eyes. As I hesitated my head had been beaten and I opened my mouth when I heard

- Hands up rapist…

The girl was there, behind the man in a brown jacket, just like the one I had…

Everything becomes clearer for everybody. Pictures of women were found at his home, including Sarah, and lots of GSM he had stolen. I had been founded innocent so justice gave me the money for the operation and more for the error they had made. Of course the castration cannot be changed, so I was trying to become a woman, when Sarah knocked at my door.

-          I’m so sorry, It's all my fault…

-          No you really thought it was me…

-          Yes I did, but it was false, I felt so guilty, I have been happy when you get castration, I though that would end you turning around me…

-          It worked, didn’t it?

-          Of course, but now, I felt guilty…

-          Sarah, that kind of things can happen; I just have to learn to live as a woman…

-          Can I help you?

She was crying and I took her between my arms I felt her hands on my breast

-          Is that real?

-          Err? yes

-          Can I.. Can I see them

She began stripping me and I felt her hands on my body, on my breast rubbing my nipples… And then I felt strange as if I was erected… As I tried to touch her breast I was felling harder and harder, but I was unable to touch the fabric of my pants, of my panties with my dick. Suddenly her hand swept down to my crotch

-          But!... You’ve got a clitoris! The bigger I’ve ever seen…

I hardly can remember what happened next, but her hands made my pussy work little by little, I tried to give this her back.

The day after we woke up one next to the other, both naked and I felt how marvelous it can be to be a girl.

The girl from the centre was happy to know, that I’ve found a place as a woman. The rapist castration program has been changed, and rapists now have choice between jail and the full castration.

Sarah moved to live with me. Once we tried with a man, but neither her or I found fun with him. So we lived as lesbian girls.

Two or three years later, we get invited in a lesbian party, And lots of girls were interested in my artificial pussy, so I spent the full party with people taking care of me, so near the end of the party the organizing girl decided I deserve a penality…   …The penality was to walk through the city wearing whore clothes and trying to speak to each men I would see, of course if I found one to fuck me at the party the penality will end, otherwise, I would have to wait an hour like that.

I think about how I would have paid my operation if I had not been recognized innocent… So I accepted. Sarah was so exited, that she decided that she would do it with me…

The night was cold and I was happy I had not to do that every night to pay my operation, but we quickly found a man that came to us…

-          Hello, How many…

-          Eh! It depends on what you want, one or both? Both are cheaper you imagine said Sarah.

-          And if you accept an experiment it can be cheaper for you I added.

The man was… a policeman, and we get driven to the police station. In less than an hour we passed the judge and where driven to the belting centre.

I found the girl again…

- Three years of chastity for prostitution?

- It was only a joke!

- I’m afraid not… here are the belts…

- I did not know that prostitutes were belted?

- It is a new program; you are the first ones… The belt prevents vagina penetration, anal penetration but also lips or clitoris stimulation…

Once belted, the girl smiles at me, and then lifted her blouse, and show us her belt: “I also get six years for what I’ve done the day you came back; I’ve still three years to go through…”